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Tropical Depression

by am/fm dreams

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1.
in a deck of 52 dressed to the 9's in red and black suits 4 kings to give the orders all absent minded fathers 4 queens to run for cover forever missing mothers 2 jokers, they're the brothers one in monochrome, the other full colour pick a place on an atlas page original hard times livin' in the stone age chore list from a discount savior won't do you any favours born in a crown of fodder it won't wash off in water straightjacket at the tailor out on a day pass, good behaviour i stay inside of the lines in my mind in the driveway, Saturday night finger-gun shooting at satellites notch in the belt of a hunter could always use another the lion lies in slumber dreaming Orion loves her they mortgage a space station make their own constellation take a piece from a children's game blue, red, yellow they're all the same it doesn't really matter Sorry or Snakes and Ladders around the board we go just keep it strictly tempo you might think that i'm playing dumb from all these words i'm saying
2.
was it something I said? a micro-expression you read? I'm not cold hearted, I'm just trying to understand I'm trying to understand understand it all between me and you there isn't much room to open my heart wide I'm trying to get that through I'm trying to make some room make some room in my heart just between me and you I can't find any room just between me and you here we go again seems I don't don't know when to keep my thoughts to myself trying to understand I'm trying to feel something feel something in my heart a bridge not a wall well, I've built them all even if I'm wrong let's say it's no one's fault although it's all my fault let's just pretend just between me and you I can't find any room just between me and you
3.
I’m wishing someone can go for a ride I’m wishing, I’m wishing you well I’ve got something that’s growing inside I’m hoping, I’m hoping I’m well we got no backbone we got no soul we’ve got no back-up plan no one can know why you go rushing me? do you wanna know the stuff I’m made of goin’ for a ride, goin’ for a ride I’m just hoping it passes in time I’m thinking, I’m thinking it will I keep on laughing pretending it’s fine but I think you know me too well we got our history and time will tell we’ve got a photograph you both look well can we go for a ride? why you go rushing me? do you wanna know the stuff I’m made of goin’ for a ride, goin’ for a ride forget the skyline, let’s go for a ride I’m wishing, I’m wishing you will we’ve got no money we’re staying inside plenty of time we can kill we’ve got a credit card, we’ve got no bills we’ve got a whiskey bar allergy pills let’s go for a drive why you go rushing me? do you wanna know the stuff I’m made of goin’ for a ride, goin’ for a ride I got something on my cinnamon toast and I’m not gonna tell you you’re the one that I love the most
4.
she’s got a confident way of talking knows where she’s going when she walks her fashion sense is never shocking but it says “she’s a boss” it says “she’s on top” there is no question she can’t answer whether it’s secular or trife she memorizes names and numbers she reads between lines she sees all the signs everybody trusts Angela and nobody’s quite sure why but we trust her with our lives there are no pictures of her family her desk is always clutter free no postcards from friends on vacation only a clock and herbal tea her bedsheets are Egyptian cotton you can be sure the thread count’s high and when she goes to bed at midnight there’s nobody on e the other side everybody trusts Angela and nobody’s quite sure why but we trust her with our lives sunny days or cloudy skies we’re glad that Angela is in our lives
5.
mixin’ up a little bit of something special want to make you feel like we’re in this together it’ll make you larger than life from my pocket, roll the dice it suggests just what the next step is and knowing this makes me better throw something together making me feel better kind of makes me feel like we don’t know each other it’ll make you larger than life from my pocket, roll the dice it suggests just what the next step is and knowing this makes me better I’m slowing down so please stop saying things that I already know I’m slowing down so please saying thing’s that I don’t want to know
6.
don’t ask me out to a movie cause i’m not gonna go don’t tell me you’re having a party cause i already know it’s an 80’s theme i saw it in my stream but i didn’t accept or decline i just said maybe and maybe means no maybe always means no don’t ask me to go to your wedding my gift is in the mail no i never was much of a dancer i kinda just twitch and flail it’s a sight to see i’ll admit it’s not pretty so i’ll save the embarrassment and i’ll R.S.V.P, “maybe” but you know what maybe means please don’t it personal it’s me the problem is not you i know it’s cliché and you’ve heard it before but this time it’s the truth i’m tired of making excuses so i can stay at home you know i think you’re wonderful i’d just rather be, well you know i think you already know (i’m an antisocialite) i’d rather stay in bed with the voice in my head in a rubber room or an Egyptian tomb in a cave underground where i can never be found or in a submarine under the deep blue sea in a hot air balloon a rocket ship to the moon in a forest green or washed up on the beach take a walk in the park museum after dark in an empty bar locked in the trunk of a car on the dock of the bay maybe a castaway on a deserted island’s where i’d like to stay an igloo in the north pole catching fish from a hole that i cut through the ice wouldn’t that be nice playing solitaire learning to cut my own hair pretty sure there’s a tutorial for that out there so before you invite me out this Saturday night please remember that maybe always means no
7.
Hershey 03:24
looking through the backwoods I heard that motor start I knew that you were leaving but I knew not very far coming up the driveway I knew it was my chance running through the backwoods we'll meet by happenstance looking at my kingdom which I've know from the start it ain't the horse's stables that ain't my favorite part it ain't the ducks or duckpond it ain't the pony's cart the lady in the backwoods has stole my puppy heart Heard she's coming today her daughter says by 3 all the boys better stay away Hershey said she's mine and mine only Yes in his mind she's mine and mine only in Hershey's mind she's mine and mine only walking through the hawkweed I'll let you catch your breath I know we haven't gone to far got a lot of going let running through the sod farm I fell into a trench but my lovely lady saved me from certain death looking through the backwoods I loved you from the start his goofy grin, his white haired chin it stole my lonely heart sometimes when I'm sitting at home and on the porch I see that tail a waggin' through the backwoods to our yard
8.
Lip Reader 01:23
my vision’s blurry round the opening of your mouth and i’m not so sure it’s sound that’s coming out just take the time to form the consonants and vowels cause i’m not a lip reader never learned how not for lack of wanting mistaken vocab from a covert list while you’re replying i’m trying to guess i guess i’m trying make direct eye contact and stand to face the crowd and if there’s manuscript please hand it out maybe closed-caption applications are allowed but if not please the volume up real loud could it be you’re mumbling try to make some gestures with your hands please give me something i want to, i want to i want to understand your mouth expounds important facts to me recount and i’m not a lip reader so spell it out
9.
as far as I can remember you ruined November was a weather system I suppose you wanted the best of me in a penitentiary where there’s no forgiveness I don’t know if November’s light would stay up past 5 well then I wouldn’t mind I’m not a pretender you ruined November just letting it all out I suppose you wanted to mess with me then give me some sympathy when is it over no one knows if November’s light would stay up past 5 well then I wouldn’t mind if you can find it in your soul would you meet me in the middle? all the things I’ll never know you played me like a fiddle do you think November knows that it cost me a little I don’t want to forget her and how she ruined November think I learned my lesson I suppose now there’s nothing left to me when the sun is setting counting down the days left till she goes
10.
Fanfiction 03:38
i set a wire in the woods on a cold dark night when no one should be out i was alone for a time when the rabbits start to run the rings around my eyes watching the shadows come to life under cold, stark gaze of electric light already hungry for a fight but don’t feed the animal to keep the appetite i had a dream in the night oh machine divine put your hand to my mouth tied to the passenger side oh machine divine come on let me out crying won’t do you any good there’s no one around here to help you now thirst traps and hunger-strikes in a badly written fanfiction exit stage-life why wash away the good times? when the devil’s hands are on your hips it’s a conga line and if i don’t come back to life have the understudy memorize my lines
11.
Retinol 02:55
always wishing for your narcissistic kisses and sophisticated face. I know what’s missing but I don’t know the specifics and it’s gonna make us late Got a goal Will Retinol Smooth the wrinkles in my soul? Well I don’t know (maybe) In the night with right light… Well i’m fishin’ for another invitation Ill get in front of your face Fell like a winner even though I’m a beginner and I know I’m gonna pay Got a goal Will Retinol Smooth the wrinkles in my soul ? Well I don’t know (maybe) In the night with right light… Just spin me around you’ll see my good side… Go further around. If you look straight ahead not side to side that’s all (you’ll see my good side – go further around) If you look straight ahead not side to side that’s all (If you look straight ahead not side to side that’s all) Something’s missing so we’ll start from the beginning and we’ll try to set this straight Again I’m wishing for those narcissistic kisses and sophisticated face. Got a goal Will Retinol Smooth the wrinkles in my soul ? Well I don’t know (maybe) In the night with right light… Just spin me around you’ll see my good side… Go further around. If you look straight ahead not side to side that’s all (you’ll see my good side – go further around) If you look straight ahead not side to side that’s all (If you look straight ahead not side to side that’s all)
12.
back where i was born you learn pretty early on to leave well enough alone just settle in and watch the world around you spin there’s nowhere else to go when you live in a snow globe i knew this kid who couldn’t wait to pack it in and break out of the glass one day he did and nobody’s seen him since he was running pretty fast but you can’t outrun the past watching the change in the light through the strangest eyes it’ll keep you second guessing someone’s singing “lemon tree” high, in the prettiest voice in a tropical depression some people like to roam vacation from the know take the edge off of the grind other’s stay at home, preferring to implode find out what’s inside, while reading travel guides i still think about that kid i wonder where he is is he happy on the outside? did he pawn his comic books, drum machine and fishing hooks for an imaginary pie or a grapefruit slice of lies watching invisible lines from the passenger side and we’re playing 20 questions i’m not falling asleep on the ride i’m just resting my eyes in a radio confession watching the change in the light through the strangest eyes it’ll keep you second guessing someone’s singing “lemon tree” high, in the prettiest voice in a tropical depression

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all songs written and recorded by am/fm dreams during Feb 2024 as part of the RPM Challenge

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released February 29, 2024

music by am/fm dreams

Danielle Poirier
Marc Poirier
Damian Lethbridge

cover art by Melanie A. Lethbridge

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